okay...so my REAL name is Natasha Melissa Cherese Chloe Holmes.
I called myself MEL C because my middle names get no love whatsoever.
I'm 20 years old and i live in Brooklyn.
it's not a Dream, it's a Reality when i say that i'm going to be a SuperModel.I want to get intouch with my artistic/ creative side by dipping my heart into Fashion Designs/ Makeup Artist.
When i become famous/ rich, i want to move my mom and future family to Brooklyn Heights. i love that area.
i love to chill with my friends...i love them to death.
i'm so fucked up in the head right now, it's not even funny. i feel like i've been played so hard. i just want to fucking kill somebody and worry about the consequences later. if i ever catch this bitch in the street, she is so dead. i want to bash her head into a freaking pole. it's like, i didn't mind that he played me for so chick that is the same age as me, but he played me for some minor that probably turned 17! dude, you're 20 years old, it's like come on. you're a fucking hypocrite. i cant trust you anymore. i use to trust your every word, and now, it's like your just talking SHIT to me. i hear you, but i don't believe one word that comes out of your mouth.
it's so fucking hard. i thought i would of been able to get pass it , being that he told me the bad news yesterday, but it's like as the days go by, it gets worst and worst. i don't know what to do. all i know is that i don't need this! you said your ego was going to be fucked up and what not. what about mine! you're a fucked up person that need to reevaluate every move/step/thought that is being made!
